Sunday, 22 September 2013

What kind of "Ish" are you?

In class we were recently introduced to a wonderful book called "Ish" by Peter Reynolds. I am sure that I will talk more about it later, as I have fallen in love with it and the message in contains. However, it has got me thinking about what art is. There are a few mediums that I use to express myself and I hear the comment all the time, "I would love to be able to do that....but I can't :(" And yes, that is a sad face. The people saying it don't say "colon, parenthesis" they show me their sad face...and I feel bad for them. That they feel they cannot do something is crazy to me. I don't think that I have any talent, I just like to express myself and chose to do it through hobbies. I actually had an art teacher tell me once that when I first started he thought that I had no talent but he saw how committed I was to using the medium (pottery at the time) and practicing like crazy and that I had become one of his most talented students. That, in itself, makes me question the idea of artistic talent. I know that there are people that pick up a paintbrush or a pencil...or any tool, and impress others; but I don't think that there are a lot of people that "wow" others without practice.

So that got me thinking of the different types of "ish" that you can be. What kind of mediums do people use to express themselves and what would happen if they decided to really express themselves through it? If they didn't let the fact bother them that their drawing of a vase of flowers doesn't exactly look like a vase of flowers and decided to be happy that it looks "flower...ish." If we let are expression become more than a replica of what the world expects and more of a showing of what is inside us, waiting to come out.

My favourite form of expression is not through a pencil or a pen, I do it with a rotary cutter and a sewing machine. I love quilting. This love began as wanting to make a quilt, but I quickly discovered that I didn't love making a quilt, I loved quilting. It is not about the end product, it is more about the process. I love thinking of patterns, dissecting how to make them work and taking whole canvases, chopping them into bits and then making them what my vision is. There is a funny thrill that I get from taking a perfect piece of fabric, ironing it 'til it is even more perfect, and then cutting it to bits, knowing that I can make it into something that no one else has ever seen in their heads. Some of my quilts are very plain and some are very complicated.

What started as a hobby has now become a part of me. When I am happy or sad, my sewing room is where I want to be. When the world doesn't make sense, I love knowing that I can have control over something, over my art, over my vision, over a part of me. It is cliche but quilting has become what I do when my world is in pieces. These little pieces going together is the perfect mix of art and math for me!

Those strong emotions of joy and desperation often are related to circumstances involving people we love. Conveniently, quilting is also how I chose to show love to others. I love the fact that through this textile form of art I can go to those I care about, and in their time of special celebration, or in their time of despair, I can give them something that they can wrap around themselves that is my expression. It is a piece of me that they take with them, and I LOVED making it for them.

So my greatest expression isn't necessarily "art" but it sure is "art...ish". And when I do it, it makes me feel like I am creating something great. Not "Sistene" great but surely enough to inspire emotion in the one that I am making it for. So what other kinds of "ish" could we consider art? I am sick of people telling me that they are not artistic when I see them making beautiful things in life. Beautiful woodwork, beautiful gardens, beautiful desserts!!! If you don't consider yourself "artistic" just be "artistic..ish" and rest assured, "ish" is completely beautiful to me!!

A quilt made for a girl I'd never met in a competition. I got to
read a bit about her and her loves (at three years old!) and
then make her a custom quilt. Funnest competition that I have
ever done! See the bottom for another view.

I love taking the interests of the parents and put them into a quilt
for their new little one! This is a quilt for an avid horse lover and
rodeo barrel racer. 
Sometimes a geometrical design is the most beautiful thing.
This quilt wraps my son, Owen, in warmth every night when I tuck
him in. 

A friend of mine adds her art to mine with custom, amazing,
top stitching before I bind my larger quilts. Most of my quilts,
for sure all the baby ones, are backed in soft chenille type fabric
called Minky. It is lovely and cozy and I feel that if you put your
heart and soul into a piece of art, you might as well finish them in
the most cozy way you can think of.

I wasn't sure how "make me a penguin quilt" could be cute when it was
custom ordered but I loved it and it was so neat to see it take shape
before my eyes, much to my surprise.

A doll quilt for the daughter of my son's Kindergarten teacher,
She was an AMAZING teacher, I would lobe to make a whole
series of these quilts (guess the series!) for my own classroom one day.


Lego Princess Leia for my niece, my brother loves Star Wars
This is another view of the first quilt pictured
It is the first quilt that I put hidden shapes in.
I told the recipient that if she ever needed a little
extra love she could hold the quilt up to a window
and find it.

7 comments:

  1. Jana-Rae, that post was SO well written!! I absolutely love your quilts, and am guessing I might be one of those people who has said "I would love to be able to do that....but I can't :(" to you over the years. :) Well I have to say, you were one of the people who inspired me to give piece quilting a try! I still have most of the pieces sitting in my closet, but I've started it and WILL someday finish it. My quilt probably won't be as stunning as yours, it will be my quilt-ish, but I'll love it because I made it and because of the story behind it. Actually, maybe I'll turn the story of my quilt into a blog post...but that means I have to share the emotional journey behind it. Yikes!

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  2. That was such a fantastic blog post, if fantastic is a term that can lend itself to blogs. To be honest, I never really truly understood quilting. I just thought it to be a hobby. I have never stopped to consider the thought and emotion that would go into making such a personal gift for someone. The pictures you posted are of your quilts are unreal Jana-Rae! I may not know much about art, but your quilts are most certainly art.

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  3. It's so cool how art is driven by and inspires so much emotion. Hmm, quilting is definately art-ish, but you're making me wonder if baking is also art-ish. I love to share a beautiful cookie with a friend, they are emotionally driven and cause, I hope, positive emotion. They do not probably take up nearly the time that one of your beautiful quilts does. I especially like the one with the ladybug, makes me think of one of my close friends.

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    1. That is one that I really like as well, I'm going to post another photo of it held up to a window. It is the first quilt that I made with "hidden" shapes. I made it for a little girl and told her that if she ever feels like she needs a little extra love she can hold it up to a window and find it. She really liked it. I don't think I can post it to a comment so I will just add it at the bottom of the post.

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  4. I love the book ish too. I think a lot of people don't realize that what they are doing is really art. My sister is a knitter who can basically make anything out of yarn (she knit a heart, a human heart with ventricles and an aorta and everything) and I'm not sure if she'd consider herself an artist or not, but it is definitely art-ish.

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  5. Thank-you for your comments, friends! I added captions to my quilts to give them a little more meaning.

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  6. I love your point about your pottery experience. It furthers my thinking about growth and fixed mentalities. Sometimes I think I can't do things if I'm not good at them when I start, but if I have to press through, sometimes I get better. Thanks for the reminder that most "talent" comes from practice and perseverance.

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